Well i just had my first intensive outpatient treatment group and my oh my what a group it was. First off, the counselor is about as emotionless as squidward. He is older and talks quietly in a monotone voice. He is truly boring.
Secondly, there are a few bad apples in the group that are completely disrespectful towards the counselor and in turn, to the group. They argued over petty things and interrupted when they saw fit. The counselor has no control whatsoever.
Third, its 3 hours long. Its a huge chunk of day but, i dont really do anything so its not that big of a deal. But doing anything for over an hour usually makes me paranoid. I almost got paranoid after the meeting from being so upset about it.
Sorry to hear, man. I been to some myself. I bet you felt relieved once it all finished, lol. The good thing is that it’s online, but it still must feel uncomfortable with so much chaos.
I get really bad anxiety when i go out. I prefer to stay at home. This group meeting causes me a lot of anxiety. I dont like being on camera and the constant drone of voices kinda freaks me out. Im talking to my counselor friday to see if i can get out of group therapy and just do one on ones with her.
Its the only one in my area that accepts my health insurance. Which is probably why its so bad. Im lucky my insurance pays for it though. Apparently it costs 250 a week. Id never be able to afford that.
Not really. I havent drank for 40 days and have no cravings. I dont really need any extra support. If anything this group makes me WANT to drink. Its stressful because of some of the people in it.
Thanks. I could use some luck. I just got scammed and my bank account was hacked. They withdrew 5000 dollars of money i didnt have and now im negative 5000. That in combo with these stupid meetings…im stressed out
Im talking to the bank. They put a hold on my account so nobody can access it. They are also disputing the withdraw. So hopefully they give me my money back. I dont think the police can help