I just read the post by Gina2. Do you think if you are forgiven for something, you still need to go back and study it? I answered your question with a question.
I never felt like I was faking it. I’m quite proud of myself for not being hospitalized for almost 2 years.
Even now at times, I wonder if I’m faking or have faked everything I went through. All my hallucinations, bouts of mild delusions, paranoia, mood swings.
Some times I wonder if I should even be on medicine because of my second guessing, though I have to remember that I wouldn’t have been terrified of the things that happened to me if I was faking it.
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