Hope y’all are doing well
Dunno what it is but I’m just feeling down.
It’s been a rough road after stopping meds for a month and a half, then starting them back up again.
…They’re working, just not as good as they used to.
I’m just bummed about everything these days.
This illness is cyclical, and I’m on the downswing right now. All I can do is keep taking meds and wait it out.
It’d be nice to just have a good cry, except the Abilify won’t allow it.
Work has been kicking my ass, and the low moods don’t help at all. I’m so tired of having to be available for the consumerist whims of people who don’t have anything better to do than to shop for expensive face paint on a Tuesday.
All I want is a hug from my boyfriend, and he lives so far away. I don’t even think he knows how depressed I am because I keep everything neatly tucked away.
…One of these days, it’s just gonna explode all over the place.
Just needed to get this stuff off my chest.