Been very isolated last 2 months or so. Haven’t really gone outside or met up with anyone. Have a friend that calls me once or twice a month and my mum checks up on me each week but thats about it.
Yesterday I got quite upset about my appearance. I’ve lost a couple of stone recently but it doesn’t seem like a lot. There are something about how I look that I really don’t like but I can’t really control (ignoring weight). Losing my hair and I had an atypical migraine when I was about 20 that Im sure made one of my eyes look slightly more droppey compared to the other one (looks asymmetrical)
I also started to think that the rest of my life could be like the last month or so. Sitting on my own with no one to spend time with.
I have some friends in London I could meet but I can’t really be bothered to set it up. I really would really like to meet new people instead. Need to find some group activity to do with strangers I think to try and find new people.