Because he used my mother. He had no use for me. I was, therefore, obsessed with making myself useful. Only came up with delusions and later shut down. Just picking myself back up now.
I’m glad you are finally on the upward trail. Do you see it that way?
Yes, I do see it as a positive step in understanding.
Do you think you offered yourself as a scapegoat for your parents’ unwanted feelings? I don’t know why, but that question comes to me.
Even hate is better than nothing.
I am meditating on correcting my father and granting him pleasure, what is the best way to do this;?;
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