Lately my father has been guilt tripping me alot and it been messing with my mental statue. He says he wishes I was back to my younger self and say i need to change back to how i was. He also been say i am not who I used to be. I simply told him. “Dad people change.”
He reliped with. “No, not like this.”
I also told him about my schizophrenia. And he completely blows me off. He also says i don’t need meditation. He also say i don’t have hallucinations.
He also wants to start going to my therapy appointments. To see why i have changed and wants to know why i don’t see him as a father.
I just feel empty and having urges to self harm again form moving back in with my family. But i am staying strong. I haven’t hit or cut myself. I am fighting my urges.
I am doing my best to stay strong and not fall down.
Please give me some advice on dealing with this would be helpful. Thank you for reading.