I reported my neighbour to the police for plotting against me, but now I know that when I heard my neighbour talking it was a hallucination.
I don’t hear voices much, but when I do it is the voice of someone I know so it is very difficult to know if it is real or not.
I don’t have anything major, just little things like cameras in the heater vents, eyeballs on the walls, people being able to read my mind, slipping in the shower and dying, drowning in the bathtub from a seizure (I don’t have epilepsy) I can’t go in a car over about 25 mph. Weird crap like that. One time I was holding my cat and I thought she was dead and she was fine I guess that was a delusion not paranoia. One time this guy came to the door and I thought it was the devil and I don’t even believe in the devil, lol. jeeze I’m a freak!
At my worst , I thought they had camera’s hidden everywhere and were pissing on my food, I threw everything out, everything electrical, even the fridge, covered up all the windows and lived in the dark, I would eat at random food place i would drive into but if they took to long with a line up I would leave. It was a pretty sad time.
Now I have my own security camera’s and it was kinda like facing your fears, I could care less who’s watching as I’m not doing anything illegal or bad so I no longer have that fear.
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All I can picture is one of these hanging over your head, spilling sodas…
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My worst paranoias:
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Thinking that my phone is being tapped and my camera is recording everything that I do.
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Random cameras disguised as household items at home recording me.
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Thinking that someone will attack me in a public place.
They seem real to me.
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Believing that the people on the radio and television were broadcasting my thoughts.
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I have paranoia when I drive sometimes I worry about people crossing over the median (and hitting me head on).
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In terms of normal not sz paranoia I don’t like bees.
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I don’t know. I have been coming here every morning for a while.
yes, i don’t like bees either. i got stung by a bee, when i was a kid. nowadays, they make me dance outside. funny too, because i want to be a bee.
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Doctor: I think you have paranoia
Me: Why are you looking at me like that?
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By and far, my worst paranoia was a few weeks ago. I thought ALL of my food had been poisoned and it was only poisonous to me cuz of some genetic engineering. I threw all of my food out except what I saved for my dog. She got to eat a lot of canned beef and chicken. She thought it was great! Then I thought my therapist had called the Alaska State Troopers on me and texted her that if they tried to take me in I would mess them up…NOT a good idea to text! So I ended up in the hospital and wouldn’t eat (cuz it was poisoned) and believed the cameras were spying on me…which, being on a psych ward, they were, and I ended up having a few involuntary doses of meds cuz I got agitated and punched the plexiglass on the nurse’s station. Tried to elope with a long bolt I broke off a seclusion room by threatening the staff cuz I thought they were poisoning the meds…ended up in 4-points for that little episode. Now, I’m free again, but still worried about poison, just not in my food. Worst weight loss plan ever…the wait-loss diet, wait until you’re so hungry that you have to eat, even “poisoned” food.