Every day and every night

I get paranoid about different things. I wonder what’s true and real and what’s not and how many delusions I really have. I’m passive and apathetic, lacking in motivation and initiative, forgetful, still wanting to drink and smoke marijuana. I have other issues too but I’ll just stop here. I wish we all could get the best treatments available. If I didn’t have a mental health team working with me I’d just sit and watch stupid TV all the time.
Sometimes I want to get med adjustments and try new meds or go back on meds I was on before.

No don’t do that it’s not good for us

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Agree with @anon51414962 :hugs:

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Besides Marijuana stinks really bad

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I like its smell. I smell it sometimes without external stimulus

I don’t know what to say

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I used to smell it in my ex pdoc’s office. She used to say “I assure you, nobody smoked marijuana in here”

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I got the urge to become Catholic. I increased my medication. When I would be Catholic I might be special.

Im with u on the smoking thc part but for now its no good. Probably wont be good for life for me. Idk i dont trip off it that much any more eventually when u find the right med alot of things will just get easier over time. But i wish u nothing but the best and a speedy recovery.

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I feel it probably look for strains that have a good thc cbd ratio. If you cant do that then probably try not get as high. Like i can still smoke but if i get too high my voices start to try talkin loud. I couldnt really mess with sativas as much as indicas when i was in cali smoking because the highs didnt effect me the way id prefer. But probably try taking like 4 hits and waiting for like 10 mins. If its still not good then just take a break. Thats what im doing until i move back to the western united states in a year or 2

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Dude you’re too intelligent to smoke pot. It messes with your brain

My gp practice totally smells of weed. I think it is a particular disinfectant they must use. I know it’s not just me, a nursing student who was shadowing my nurse could smell it too.

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In my case it’s just a hallucination

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