I turn toward music when I’m not fit to live with.
Music is a huge part of my daily life. Always have something playing if even just in the background. Mostly classical like mozart, bach, vivaldi, chopin and also lots of screamo metal.
I don’t hate anyone.
I also enjoy liking ppl.
But there have been times where I hated my mum.
Me and her used to have a really rocky relationship.
I did turn to music.
Music never judges you.
It is just there for you to feel kind of okay
Sometimes we forget that moms are people.
Yep they feel too. She hated me I hated her
Not sure who started it
Music chills my AVH (voices). They say things that lead me to youtube based music. But playing some appropriate tracks, through a good speaker and wotnot, really chills my voices and makes life better, If you are interested in a different approach to listening, I recommend Soundcloud. I have a channel, with ‘speeches’ to my schizophrenia voices.
I never hated people. When I was psychotic, people, all people, really hated me. And for many years too.
Then, my pdoc added a third AP, Seroquel, to my regimen. All the hate magically went away. Everyone seemed to love me after that.