Dont want to be here anymore

Whats the point of going on, when you cant tell whats going on. You dont know if people are being genuine telling the truth and you dont know when someone truly cares or love yoy. Why suffer? Why stay out of spite when really your empty inside. No amount of money can replace what i lost. Although many people wish they were in my shoes living my life they will never know what its like to suffer in plain sight.

Hang in there, sleepy. You are not alone. Things will get better. Believe that. We are here for you. I am here if you ever want to talk. I do agree there is a lot of suffering with this illness, but that doesn’t mean we should give up. Do you have a psychiatrist? Are you taking meds.?

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If you’re suicidal you need to get your children to a safe place so you can go to the hospital and take care of yourself. Are you on meds? Have you talked to your doctor about your paranoia?

Yes im taking medicine. And i would never put my babys in danger. I would leave them with family if anything. As far as the hospital goes ive been down that road to many times. I feel i lost everything. Tired of living with paranoia. Tired of not knowing and tired of being right back here. My husband is right its my thinking that got us here its my thinking thats making me suffer. I dont want to think anymore.

What meds are you on? Have you tried therapy? Therapy helped a lot more with my paranoia than meds did.

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Serequel and therapy ive done that to

How long have you been on the Seroquel? Have you tried other meds? Did the therapy seem to help at all?

I tend to dream about having enough money to just sleep, and try to find meaning in life.
But that’s usually when I’m struggling a lot

Please seek help immediately…sometimes it’s hard to have hope…you have to find hope !! Please don’t give up on your family and yourself…suicide is always a mistake and hurts nobody but those who love you…

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Thanks everyone. I think im just going to cry and sleep it off.

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