When I first got diagnosed with schizophrenia, I was told to get on disability, and just accept the idea that I would never work, never get married, never have kids. I was told my entire life from then on would be just trying to remain as stable as possible. When I came here, it was the first time anyone gave me a message of hope. I saw parents, wives, husbands, people with happy and stable lives. I finally believed it might be possible for me to still live the life I wanted.
I like the site for a few different reasons. One, I can explain something that’s absolutely bizarre to a group of people who can actually relate. Even if you haven’t had the same experience, you could probably rhyme one off that’s equally bizarre LOL
I’ve had the pleasure and the privilege of interacting with people who I truly find interesting, Innovative and knowledgeable
My therapist and case manager are constantly telling me I need to socialize more as I tend to be a loner. This forum in my mind is a safe way to socialize. There’s a lot of drugs and alcohol in my apartment building, and I don’t want to socialize with anyone in the building.
I didn’t believe I had schizophrenia because I thought the voices and delusions were real but when I came on this forum and saw others with similar beliefs n experiences I accepted the diagnosis because of the forum I think.
It is a place I can Babbel and vent a bit too and I don’t have friends as such so it’s a bit of social perhaps too.
I think I stay on this forum because we have perhaps many of us been tortured by voices and delusions etc and have that .
I get most of my support outside of here, but I do try to be here to let those who are new to having SZ know that there is hope for a good and successful life in spite of this illness. If a d00f like me can pull it off then certainly others can as well.