I’m so angry about having this and my brother in law is so judgmental about my sister spending time with me like I want to have this he’s fn normal and isn’t Donald Trump so wtf
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I hate my landlord right now he moved in his ex she’s Korean like my dad but she’s fresh off a suicide attempt and just sits there until he lets her watch a show it’s fn sick and really depressing
@Gin1 I’m sorry about your landlords girl. I remember after my suicide attempt I got up and tried to pick my life back up. I lost my job and car so I got a new job and started walking to it and tried everything I could to keep going but there are some people that need a push to get up and try to be normal
@Gin1 if you ever need someone to vent to pm me anytime and that goes for anyone else as well, I’m here and I’m a safe place
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Yeah my other roommate says that’s what she’s used to but even sick as we are there is an inner pride…I’m here I’m actually been given an IQ of 152…it bothers me to see the blankness
Thanks I can always use a good vent…same goes…I love getting out of my own head…too much breaking Benjamin doesn’t help 
@Gin1 just take a deep breath and remember that’s their life not yours and you can’t help because they have to help themselves
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Empathy…why is our capability so much stronger.
@Gin1 because we’ve been through so much, we see and feel things couldn’t even imagine
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I have to reapply for SSI sucks but my boyfriend paid my rent for this month. He talks about the house we’ll have on a lake in a couple years…I smile and nod…I think I’ll be gone before than and it hurts like I’m lying
I have only been diagnosed with schizophrenia in a depressive manner, and anxiety which is not officially defined but I know I’ve experienced traumatic events and that things improved after I took prazosin except perhaps my weight.
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I’ve been anorexic since I was 13…5lbs sends me over the edge so I only take my pills when the voices get really loud and I get terrified
@Gin1 I’m waiting for my acceptance or denial letter, after that if I get denied I’m gonna sue (my mom has helped two other people and now me get disability and won each time each time they were denied then my mom took the case to a wins only lawyer and won disability for each so I suggest sueing)
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I have to sit through the waiting room first my sister is an rn now placing helping people through the hospital says I have to go it alone I really wish there was an advocate…seems like too much for us
@Gin1 you gotta do what you gotta do but still I’d sue… My mom and step dad takes me to places and sits with me and if I have a panic attack they help me through it and talk for me
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Ryan knows me he has a panic attack when I feel one just coming on…we go Tuesday for another try…I was all ready to punch in and suffer he taps my shoulder and says no baby…too much
Did I mention steroids taste disgusting…low blood pressure wtf
I’m going to try and sleep…my oppie is a help…thanks for being up with me…this is a very lonely disease
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@LilyoftheValley Sorry I just saw that you asked about my closest major city. I’m actually central to four major cities that I’ll list below.
Charleston, South Carolina
Columbia, South Carolina
Augusta, Georgia
Savannah, Georgia
Edit: I’m equal drive to all if these places. An hour and a half-2 hours drive approximately.
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I never ever really knew wat the symptoms of ptsd actually are
I vaguely remember the word flashbacks n panic attacks.
I’ve had traumatic experiences but dunno if I have ptsd