My psychosis only started in my twenties.
Always had paranoia, some odd beliefs, mild visual hallucinations that I assumed were just a really visual imagination, and magical thinking.
Internal hallucinations really didnāt start causing too many issues till maybe 11 or 12 years old (they were of the blasphemous variety⦠Good times). Didnāt understand those were hallucinationsā I just assumed it was my brain fighting with itself.
When I was around 4 or 5, I was on a walk with my parents. We stopped for some reason, and I was looking at a bush and noticed it had little berries.
I heard an internal voice say ājuniper.ā
That was the very first time I ever experienced something like that.
Had my first and only full psychosis to-date when I was 26.
Like @rogueone and other folks, I somehow managed to mask that stuff, and grew up relatively okay-adjusted with friends, and did somewhat well in school and extracurriculars.
I had symptoms but probably not childhood schizophrenia⦠I had voices from about age 7 - calling my name - I thought it was a ghost and didnāt know what it wanted. I thought an alien was contacting me because I saw itās face when I closed my eyes at night and I had the delusion of repetitive numbers and predicting plane crashes age about 7⦠I thought Iād need to kill myself because I was causing it.
I also had a realistic hallucination of a giant spider going to hide behind a bucket - there arenāt any spiders that big
very paranoid as a child and teen but other than that I went full blown age 17
I wrote a lot but thought better of going into as much detail into my personal life and my family life.
Needless to say it was rough growing up and I believe some elements of this illness did show itself.
You know what i think i had something like that also but i didnt remember i had alot of ocd also
I had something like that i thought i could predict things i had to do rituals to try and stop them from happening
I sometimes wonder. I was 10 when i thoufht my mom was replaced by a robot
Iāve had voices and delusionsl thinking since I was 5, started hallucinating at 12
Oh, I donāt know if it counts as paranoia, but when I was a teen, I got a job at a fast food place. There were cameras all over the restaurant. I started to feel like I was being watched everywhere, even outside of work. I worried a lot about cameras. Iād run quicker on my way home from the store and such because I didnāt want to be watched.
Iāve had a fear of cameras since I was 13.
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