I never really thought of it that I am on tv, but maybe I am
I was told I was but I don’t watch tv but would have been embarrassing if I were
I was going through a lot before
I don’t know how to describe it
I hate people think I try to talk to them when I’m pretty shy
And they make mean comments most of the time
I had someone helping me kind of
At least I looked okay
I think they went haywire
And started attacking me
Physically
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In my dreams, I’m a teenager on tv and in the movies a lot!
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I was out of it when I thought I was on international t.v. , just part of the truman show delusion…fight it…it’s not real.
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It’s kind of scary
There was this girl who posted here a while ago that went through this
And was so afraid
And wanted someone to tell her
I would want someone to tell me if I were
I believe that an elite Illuminati are playing a game with my life by experiencing my future and then playing to me in order to affect my behavior through the media.
I understand it to be a delusion. But it continues to pester me as a belief. I guess it’s Truman show sh it
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Sorry you’re going through this, I hope you can get some help with your problem like I need help,
I am still trying to figure out how I can deal
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you guys ! tell your pdoc !!
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I have a delusion that people on the TV know my thoughts and from the past are sending me messages through time … it’s not real but I only watch cartoons now lol
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Yeah I avoid narrative plays for the most part. I watch reality shows and anime. I’m sorry I know how bad it is to feel attacked on that level.
Yea … Until I went through it I never knew you could feel that way. Strange and kinda terrifying
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I like watching cartoons too. What I don’t like is watching the news. Sometimes it is too disturbing but my parents say you need to be informed.
I stopped watching the news.
I’m not on tv, but I am on the mens’ monitors 24/7. They watch and listen to everything I say and do
Yea a lot of negativity in the news… I just check every once in a while that the world’s not ending then go back to my cartoons 
In my first psychosis I believed that my thoughts were broadcasted as subtitles on tv.
Believing that was stressful.
Thankfully I don’t believe that I’m on tv although I did do a porno once where I masturbated .
I was kindof dominated and suppressed to do it I felt anc I only got a thousand Kronor I think while the other chicks were getting more than a hundred times more.i was getting peanuts and being used.
I regret it .
Also I had a x boyfriend who wanted to be a swinger.
He was a bad man and I ended up having porno material of me on a swing sight.
He took over my email that I got locked out of and I eventually got away from him.
We never did swinging but he was talking about it obsessively along with other stuff.
Thankfully he didn’t get me into more sh it than that.
Anyway that footage was free as it is on such site.
I don’t want to be a swinger and didn’t then either.
I felt like I had people n politicians etc out to get me.
My fault for not standing up for myself and saying a loud and clear and firm NO!
Maybe I was timid and a push over.
I don’t think I’m on tv otherwise.
Bloody hope not.
I would never want to be an actress or tv person.
Hell no!
I do think I have some tv people and some actors attack me through the tv with hateful energy.
I do not want to be on tv.
I could be ok video chatting with someone close to me if consented but not sexually.
I was molested as baby , toddler and child and also been raped more times than I can say so that may of contributed to me being “easy target”.
my classmates are often shown, I envied them and also starred, but so far they have not shown only about a million views a little more
I’m amazed not one major celebrity in my lifetime has just developed sz and instantly their fame became a trigger for paranoia and delusion. Would be a perfect storm. Guess the disease is just too rare.
To answer your question, no, I’m not on TV, and neither are 99.99% of people sick or otherwise
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I thought the same thing and my TV was talking about me like they were watching. Thank goodness the med stopped it.
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Me too. I thought exactly the same.
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