When I was in the midst of psychosis and at the hospital for a stay the people that were also there told me I was going to be famous because we were all on tv. It did not help my situation and I think the pdoc put them up to it, in order to see my reaction, that is. I fully believed it at the time. There was a parade going on on tv while I was in there. I was convinced it was because myself was a horrible person and all of these people were celebrating my (what I believed) was a long term confinement to a hospital.
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Before I went into the hospital I saw it everywhere on tv. I thought they were interviewing people I knew, getting a character reference that was not pleasant to say the least.
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No, they would be bored to death.
I was always wondered when they will hire me 
then the next question was whats my role, its been 14 years and what a wasted years just to get hired. If I could have invested in something wow cant even think. 5113 days and I could have spend 30 mins in one task it could have been 2556 hours but no, I have to be unique with unique activities and with no expertise in none, and ended up being nothing.
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I have a hard time with reality. My brain is always concocting different scenarios about stuff. I still sometimes feel like we’re all some soap opera being watched by our alien overlords but I don’t really feel that way anymore it’s just still a thought I have. Like the band The Talking Heads sing,”my memories can’t wait!” “My memories can’t wait”
Don’t beat yourself up. Being a human is difficult
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I had all sorts of weird thoughts about songs or books being especially for me. But not tv. I don’t have a tv, maybe that helps.
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The disease is rare but also it might also have to do with genetics. I would maybe be on the news if I ever were on tv but I wouldn’t want to be on tv though.
I don’t watch too much tv either but sometimes I do like to go to the movie theater.
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Moved to unusual beliefs so it won’t upset people who aren’t helped by reading this stuff.
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I hope you feel better @see121 
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