I was in and out of the hospital alot for several years. I cant remember it all too much. I guess some movie could be made. At least I was never violent or criminal.
Yeah lots of it. Mainly I thought I was telepathically romancing an actress and we were gonna meet up and have a life together at some point. That went away when I got my insight back.
Yeah I remember a fair bit of them.
Looking back now I know that when I am gettinf unwell if I get this overwhelming sense that something is going on that I can’t quite put my finger on. Like everyone is in on some kind of major world wide conspiracy and I’m in the middle of it all.
I remember thinking at one point that the psych ward I was staying at was secretly a space station half underground. The plan was to save the gifted people on it when the world gets destroyed.
I also had paranoia that rabbis wanted to kill me bcz I am Jesus and that there should be war. I also told this to 911 police and the FBI. I also had visual hallucination of being followed by rabbis.
i remember stuffs when i read in my journal. I started keeping a journal cause i had so many blackouts. Now i can look back and recognize things that happened. It triggers my memory a bit but not enough… a lot of stuff is still hazy.
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