I have thank goodness excellent self control only I feel an inner rage that sometimes hits the surface when I am crossed.
last night I thought I heard my mom say that this home of ours is an institution for me; that she put me “away.” I felt so enraged… even though I know I am not put away in any real sense.
judy
I had rage too,rage that I kept to myself something’s because I don’t know if it’s the right reason to show the rage,I think I just don’t have the confident to know if I am right or wrong??
dear judy, I think maybe you imagined your mom saying that? why would she say that ?
Sometimes I feel a rage. Sometimes I feel a helpless exasperation. Sometimes I feel an amazement at what people do.
Oh, I feel rage alright, but it rarely see’s the surface of life, because when it does, it explodes like a volcano, burning everything in it’s path.
I hear voices like they’d be supervisors of mine or something. that’s probably what it all is about.
I think the rage is about wanting much more out of life and feeling stifled and held back. what do feel rage about?
judy
I used to feel rage. Every cell would feel it. It tastes bitter and sour at the same time. It would get to the point where I couldn’t think straight I’d be so angry, it wouldn’t fade for a very long time.
Then I would lash out at people who in no way deserved my rage. Sometimes I’d be destructive when I was that off the hook angry.
My pure anger would be mixed with jealousy. I was so mad at other people for being healthy and having freedom when I was locked in my own life.
After my anger management classes… I don’t feel rage anymore… very grateful for that. I get the anger cooled down before it gets to rage. I also got taught how to turn my anger into action and not destruction.
Yes I experience rage, it’s part of my triad of states of existence. Wait, that sounded weird. Wait, I am beyond weird and certified mental. Anyways, yeah, I do get enraged, and it’s a problem because I get off on it sometimes, it’s associated with power and dominance in my brain. I used to have a casual partner who I would see on a schedule, three times a week after I did my powerlifting training. I remember getting feelings of rage in the gym and then setting personal records, and then having sex all in one day, which made it feel like a reward for getting pissed off and lifting weights.
So now whenever I get enraged, I subconsciously expect to get laid for it. This is a problem.
But my creed is “survival, pain and rage”, that’s why I only wear white, black and red, they symbolize those colors respectively. I hope to one day change from this creed to a new meaning, “intellect, resolve and love” but that won’t happen until I am probably around thirty and done with graduate school.
Im eccentric. But honestly, all I really experience is survival of the fittest, pain, and rage.
Rage can be painful. Just feeling like you want to kill and destroy and ravage and can’t stop the thoughts is not always fun. Feeling rage at the wrong time and place is not ok. That ■■■■ is not okay. However, rage mixed with survival is just fun. Destroy everything in the way and then reproduce. So much fun. Totally a great way to get off. Perfect day right there.
Yes, I do feel rage at times, and it is sometimes good and productive and sometimes out of my hands and gone off the deep end. Like fits of rage while psychotic, like driving to class and screaming, that is bad, that makes me feel out of control and then I get exhausted and crash from it.
Constantly. I experienced it since I was little and I used to lash out at people, my siblings mostly and hurt them. I was so horrified by what I was doing to them that I forced myself to stop and promised to never be violent out of rage again, which I’ve kept (well maybe I slipped like one time, but not badly) to this day.
I still get the rage pretty often but I don’t fully understand why. I think it’s related to when I feel like I don’t have any control or power.
You’re not alone with this, that’s for sure.
yes… it is a good thing some people don’t live near me.
i did not name myself dark sith for fun…
take care 
yes at one point this month I wondered if I had borderline personality disorder did a bit of research and turns out it can be part of paranoid schizophrenia which I have. its because when you get a delusion it can be frightening and you lash out.
I don’t usually feel anger or rage. The only thing I feel that I think is some what similar is hate. Cold bitter hate. In stead of rage or anger that is felt for a little while at the rise of a new situation, hate comes later when the situation is passed and all I can do is just sit and hate while the hate boils.
Angers one of the most primal and strongest of emotions. Often the only one I felt after a friend took her life. As well as a few other family member losers over the last few years. Has caused a lot of regret as know I could of handled a few things a bit differently.
Thank you. I didn’t realize people would notice. The docors were watching me very carefully and up until recently I was seeing them every week some time twice a week. They played with my meds a bit and finally found something that works.
Well I’m sorta happy my heart didn’t explode. Things are better. Hopefully your heart is ok
I had a rage fit last night. At first I was like “POWER!!!” And then I was like “make it stop, this is painful.”