Other than mental illness, I haven’t been exercising for the past 2 months, eating junk food and drinking and smoking cigarettes. I feel terrible.
I can’t wait for the gym to re-open so I can continue my journey.
I had a chat with someone from my past, he said he’s ready to take on my battle of illness lol. He said you’re a very beautiful woman. He had no clue what a day in my life looks like. I don’t have desire for anything.
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Hell no I don’t feel desirable !
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At least don’t say it
It’s hard to admit, esp for a woman. You are a nice person @everhopeful You’re great with words and thinking, I always wanted to see your picture.
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I never felt desirable since I was diagnosed with SZ. My gf and all friends left me because of my SZ symptoms.
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Not only am i not desirable psychically but mentally too… i might not be high maintenence in a financial sense but in an emotional sense in a relationship yes… my partner can do million times better
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You are beautiful @Daisy79 The only reason is health.
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At least my parents still desire and support me.
If not, I would have succeeded in commiting suicide even before my diagnosis, when my symptoms started.
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that is sweet of you to say but take a pic of me from afar you’ll see what I mean … i also show only photos that help me feel better about myself… one shot out of 200 I might like … im just being honest here … lol
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Damn it, it’s so true. I haven’t gone for a pedicure for the past two months and when I look at my feet, I feel so human.
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I don’t feel desirable at all anymore, not have in years
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You’re beautiful and strong … you are amazing… confidence is something I am working on … i didn’t say those things for any other reason than to be honest with myself…
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I feel desirable for Charlie. Especially when I shake his cat food bag he comes a runnin.
At least this cat loves me for who I am. I am not so certain about desire with interpersonal relationships though. I’ve never been a leader and I’ve never been a follower. I flow with my own current.

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All the woman at work want me. I can see it in their eyes. It’s tough being a sex symbol.
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Oh I totally feel desirable!
I’m kinda like a hot steaming turd on a sidewalk.
People can’t help but notice me when they drive by!
LOL! 
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I’m pretty sure I got hit on pretty recently, she asked for my number too, I just didn’t realize that until after the conversation was over and she was gone. I got rejected a lot in high school and college so I kind of expect it these days.
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I never had a relationship with a woman, never figured out why. Probably my aspergers, but I felt attractive for some time in my life. I had girls flirt with me. Some even pretty. No luck though.
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I got nowhere with girls in high school. That’s why I’m always writing about women being friendly to me now. It’s a big deal.
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No lol. Even though I “have a fiancée.”
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I have erotomania or something so yes. I thought Flea from the Red Hot Chili Peppers was checking me out today but probably just a flea. lol
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