Other than mental illness, I haven’t been exercising for the past 2 months, eating junk food and drinking and smoking cigarettes. I feel terrible.
I can’t wait for the gym to re-open so I can continue my journey.
I had a chat with someone from my past, he said he’s ready to take on my battle of illness lol. He said you’re a very beautiful woman. He had no clue what a day in my life looks like. I don’t have desire for anything.
At least don’t say it It’s hard to admit, esp for a woman. You are a nice person @everhopeful You’re great with words and thinking, I always wanted to see your picture.
Not only am i not desirable psychically but mentally too… i might not be high maintenence in a financial sense but in an emotional sense in a relationship yes… my partner can do million times better
At least my parents still desire and support me.
If not, I would have succeeded in commiting suicide even before my diagnosis, when my symptoms started.
that is sweet of you to say but take a pic of me from afar you’ll see what I mean … i also show only photos that help me feel better about myself… one shot out of 200 I might like … im just being honest here … lol
You’re beautiful and strong … you are amazing… confidence is something I am working on … i didn’t say those things for any other reason than to be honest with myself…
I feel desirable for Charlie. Especially when I shake his cat food bag he comes a runnin.
At least this cat loves me for who I am. I am not so certain about desire with interpersonal relationships though. I’ve never been a leader and I’ve never been a follower. I flow with my own current.
I’m pretty sure I got hit on pretty recently, she asked for my number too, I just didn’t realize that until after the conversation was over and she was gone. I got rejected a lot in high school and college so I kind of expect it these days.
I never had a relationship with a woman, never figured out why. Probably my aspergers, but I felt attractive for some time in my life. I had girls flirt with me. Some even pretty. No luck though.