i think i kinda got addicited to it and i think it changes my sexuality.Not really change but make me kinda of delusional that i think myself is “straight” .I know it is weird but i think i am homosexual before excessive use of porn (heterosexual) which me kinda delusional/trigger my psychosis and look like less homosexual/ more “straight” because i feel like it makes me stuck in my imaginary world too much.
I stopped watching porn ten years ago. I did it for a year. I’ve noticed that it affected my thinking. So I stopped. I probably watched it three times in ten years. And everytime I watched I dissliked it, I stopped after a minute and felt really bad. So I’m not watching porn anymore.
Nowadays I think lesser and lesser of sex in general. Maybe because I’m 31 years now, maybe because I’m heavy overweight, a smoker and take meds that affect sex life. I’m also not willing to do sex anymore. For me it turns disgusting these days to watch porn.
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i think sex is healthy but not porn. haven’t u want a partnership during these years?
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I gave up porn a year ago and I don’t miss it,
It was a good decision.
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I watch it, I just dont masturbate to it anymore.
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No. No interest in partnership. Since I’m a schizophrenic I just want to be with myself. I socialise with the people here in the house sometimes. And that’s more than enough right now. I can not take responsibility for having a partner, I can just get along right now, having somebody else would stress me.
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i find it hard to withdraw
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how do u spend ur time then? do u work?
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No I don’t work. I’m at disability. I can’t handle much so I smoke a lot, watch Tv, sometimes I play for couple minutes some games. When it’s really boring I go for a walk. Most of the time I lay in bed and just get up to smoke.
It can be tough inside my head a lot of times with this situation. Around other people, for sure, is a lot of harder for me, because of the delusions.
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Probably , I’ve used it as a coping mechanism for a long time. I try to watch less. Ease of access is one reason why it’s easy to over do it
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Used to look at porn years ago - but now i cannot be arsed. Once you seen one vagina - you seen them all in my opinion. Dont interest me anymore.
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Same here, i don’t have a desire to wank i watch because iwas addicted but less lately.
Yes it sucks and it’s my worst addiction by far. I try and quit and then I return to it.
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