ive been reading about everyones experience with their extreme mental states , i wont call it psychosis as that is a psych word , and have discovered so far that for most people it is or was a very scary time of torment and negative feelings hearing negative things being said to them feelings of panic or impending doom exc. just an overall bad scary experience .
For me it was never like that it was religious in nature but was a very positive experience i felt a variety of positive feelings from confidence to inspired by new thoughts , confident that certain things were going to happen a certain way that did not happen but that didnt get me down it was just a mystery all of it , felt at one time possessed by a good spirit exc exc (very long story) but not scared that it was happening it was more like wow this is amazing . but what im wondering is just if anyone has ever had a positive experience before was the experience itself positive i mean not what resulted from it
also i didnt feel manic at all or panic but i was motivated and upbeat anyway other than the fact that my behavior just completely was incompatable with acceptable society and being locked up it was really a good experience and it wouldnt be horrible if it happened again although if it ever did i would be very very careful to pretend to act normal . but i was just wondering if anyone has ever had a good experience and if it wasnt for the rest of the world intruding into your world do you think it couldve just been a good and very interesting day ?
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Yes.
I wandered the streets at night before, oblivious of the time, no one ever bothered me, approached me, or anything else. It seemed I was the last person from earth transplanted on mars to test humans on how well they do in isolation.
I still think this is only a fake mirror earth, and everything is remotely controlled and mechanical.
Ah, yeah, sureā¦I believeā¦not.
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i wish people could just not be bothered not care if you act different who cares if you walk down the sidewalk bare feet because ur possessed by a spirit that doesnt care i think if your not hurting anybody people should just not worry so much what other people are doing people care so much about conformity to what everyone else is doing or should do but it is what it is lol so you have to be careful and pay attention to people but i was really not caring at all big mistake
did you notice were there people around when you walked at night or was the street deserted ?
If you mean regular people that belong hereā¦no, never.
The stage becomes a mobile mass of carefully orchestrated endless looping vehicles driven in packs of 11 or more (to make recall difficult if your average) at a time. They split left and straight, double trailer, blank semiās lead with hazards blinking only when out of eyesight, returning to lead the line in perfectly synced formation.
They are amazing to witness, but eerie as hell the control they have. Not something to play with, nor anger.
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I used to believe that I was from another planet, very far from Earth and later from another plane of existence. I believed that I had many powers, and I used them all for the good of this planet. There were others like me, and I believed that we were here to save this Earth, and thatās what I tried to do.
Amongst āmy abilitiesā was the ability to control and telepathically communicate with animals. This was very positive to me because I love creation and all of the sentient inhabitants of this earth.
At work, I would ātelepathically communicateā through othersā channels and insert thoughts in peopleās minds according to their daily struggles. There was a guy who I suspected was a user of drugs, and I would make mention of how he can use his past for the positive and to help others. Sometimes, they would acknowledge that they heard me and would communicate back according to what I believed about them. I greatly enjoy helping others, so this was very positive for me.
At this time, I was deeply infatuated with esoteric philosophies, religions, and I also had some seemingly very powerful spiritual experiences.
Good question.
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I often got a euphoric feeling for a while when I got off my medās. It felt good. Iāve found that it is at those times that I am in the most danger. Maybe you could understand my reluctance to take medās. I feel lousy when I take them, and I feel great when I donāt. I often wish I could get that euphoric feeling again. Itās a danger to my medication regimen.
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My experience in the last years was positive and negative, the positive part was that I was very creative, I used to come up with ideas for everything, painting, writting, singing. It was all very connected to religion as well, and the spiritual parts were all very positive (minus the demons). Also thought I was god, so that was a good feeling.
Then I started believing others wanted me to kill myself, and that kinda ruined everything.
So yeah, positive and negative.
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that might be a common feeling or not im not sure what you mean by " regular people that belong here " everyone here has been diagnosed with schitzophrenia but individuals are all different and there is no one size fits all several people here have in fact said that they have felt positive emotions during episodes so your opinion of ā¦ no , never has already been proven wrong as most absolutes prove to be 
no offense just trying to make a point 
i believe every day i get inspiration from God to do or say things , i think its really God not a delusion ( lack of insight sufferer ) but i dont tell anyone of course ive learned that not everything your thinking should be shared with everyone
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Yeah Iām not the ideal person to discuss that subject. I only answer to the Potato Godās calling.
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Get on medicine, man. Youāll find God stops doing that.
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I had a mini Christ Complex during one of my 4 psychotic breaks. It was both blissful and scary/confusing at the same time.
Even when I was brought to the Hospital, I felt thatās where I belonged because Jesus hung out with the sick and the poor.
It can be hard going back to your daily hum-drum life after experiencing such a euphoric state of mind.
Wife: āOkay, Jesus. You forgot to do the dishes and take out the garbage.ā
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I definitely am able to telepathically communicate with animalsā¦ itās not like I hear them thinking or anything but I can send my good or bad energy to themā¦ there was one time I was trying to sleep at my ex boyfriends and his dog wouldnāt stop barking and I made him stop from upstairs without saying anything.
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i was on 1500 mgs/day anti psychotic meds for several months i forgot the name now but last year when i talked to the doctor about my family member he mentioned that i was on some " pretty heavy meds "( my hospital records were transferred to this pdoc after i left the hospital ) and they did not help at all with this belief so i dont think meds can stop it if that stuff didnt 1500 day seems like a lot and the pdoc agreed it was a lot of heavy anti psychotics i was on . but if its something that doesnt bother me im not going to experiment with anti psychotics to get rid of it i can live with it just fine .
I had a feeling you believed in that.
I remember one time there was a small insect flipped over on his back and I told him, āYouāll be okay. Remain calm.ā He then stopped moving, and I picked him up and took him outside. As I was near sitting him down, he started freaking out and squirming again despite me telling him to remain calm.
I then place him down, and he takes a few steps. I start to leave him, then turn around to take one last glance.
That instant, I see a lizard run up and eat him.
That was when I was psychotic AND practicing spiritism
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I donāt believe in God and I havenāt for a long time but one time I was unable to open a jar of jelly and I felt it was God telling me I wasnāt supposed to eat that day, so I didnāt.
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well i believe you can do that or maybe your hallucinating i do believe obviously a spiritual world exists i think religions though are made up to control the masses but i believe there is a reality beyond the physical world like dogs can hear things at a different frequency things humans cannot so just because we cant percieve something with our senses (maybe some people can) doesnt mean it doesnt exist .
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for sure!! I believe that thereās energies, souls, stuff like that. and maybe even more powerful entities than most, BUT I donāt think thereās an actual āGodā more powerful than allā¦ and created everything from nothingā¦ i think itād be nice to know i could be saved and go to heaven vs hell when I die but it doesnāt make sense to me. but I 100% do believe in a spiritual world. not necessarily heaven or hell thoughā¦ itās kind of funny though. maybe this is my punishment, for telling people theyāre delusional for believing In God??? hmmm.
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i even hate to even use the word " God " really since i despise religion i think its done nothing but harm to humanity and thats a religion word i prefer to say IT and i dont know any details about it ( or them? ) i have no insight into it but i know when thoughts and inspiration are not from my own mind are different than my own .
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yes, I think thatās possible. I feel were on the same pageā¦ I think any sort of energy can give off good or bad vibes and change how you feel about things. thatās why instead of praying I will sit and focus real hard on something (my uncle with lung cancer, for example) and send good, healing vibes with my energy.
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