Oh yeah, There was the time when I crashed a private party at the Mission and I kept asking them if they practiced Santeria or knew anyone that did. They eventually told me that this was a private party and told me to leave.
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I’ve been pretty nutty sometimes but I never felt humiliated at the time it occurred. Danced down the road with my headphones, cut my hair in bizarre style but it never fazed me.
One thing I was embarrassed about though, was when I wet my bed in hospital when I started taking clozapine. Luckily I was in a single ward!
Yes, I humiliated myself several times… My dosing was not adjusted and I became vulnerable to psychosis. I remember to gesticulate and to talk to myself alone in the streets I used to know. I think I was advertising about a bomb but then I noticed everything was unreal and illogical. I turned in a “clown”. I remember to do silly things and I am very ashamed to recall all these situations. Life goes on, and we can not live in a negative past. What matters is that I have control over my life again and can avoid humiliation again at the same degree or scale.
I told a whole bar that i have sz. I added sz is when you think you are an angel and that i think im an angel.
I told that to all strangers.
I also went to a motel and told the ladies at the front desk that Tom Green was waiting for me in a room. They said Tom Green is not staying here. I had no money and the ladies laughed as I left.
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