So I noticed for awhile now I have a very set in belief or delusion (i dunno) that we live in the matrix. Anything that people claim are their gods are actually programmers programming what they want as a way of keeping them happy.
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It’s not all sunshine and happiness. Some of us are suffering.
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The matrix is a potent movie for SZ people. Very dangerous
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I didn’t know that, I just thought it was something that was kinda common but not really.
They put it on the tv the day I started believing I was the chosen one in the psych ward. And yesterday I was watching a movie consistent with my new delusions.
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It’s been awhile since I’ve seen it but for like 2 years now I’ve been believing in it.
You mean like The Matrix from the movie?
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I remember being unplugged from the matrix many times. Sometimes, it was just like the movie, but a little different. Other times, I was a ball of energy/light coming out of a zero-energy machine and I met an old guy who said he was God; he said he was German and I was like a son to him. Another time, it was just like this reality but different.
I think they keep changing it so I won’t figure it out–or know what’s real.
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Yeah, that’s the thing!
That’s interesting you can remember. I just believe, I don’t have any memories that have to do with the matrix.
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It’s not healthy to think about it. I just try to live my life as best as I can. I take my medication. Are you SZ too? Do you take medication? I remember it being on the news…that we live in a computer simulation. I’m one of the few that remember.
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let me get this right…you aren’t on meds and you aren’t diagnosed am I right? sounds fishy to me.
I might be a SZ, I’m not diagnosed yet. I’ve been experiencing a lot of symptoms though so I came here to also get advice. That’s cool you remember, I mean it does suck, but it’s intresting.
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I’ve come here to get advice on these illnesses, I’m bringing everything up with my therapist tomorrow.
I doubt you’re schizophrenic…you sound very stable to me.
Schizophrenia can affect people differently. I just came here to get advice and to kinda document my experiences
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Sounds complicated!
Matrix, truman show, solipsism, parmenides, zeno, berkeley, descartes… best triggers
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Somewhat, also kinda simple.