Something you (I) believe that is not real to others and is not a cultural thing. Like religion (in general) is not a delusion, I guess. Somethings, I don’t think I’m really delusional about, but maybe I’m more like Einstein and Musk when it comes to simulation theory and science. How I get there is different. Einstein might have talked to God and Tesla might have talked to aliens or something like a higher dimension for lack of a better word. I still believe in my delusions somewhat, but want and try and am learning to ignore some of them. Like I feel some of my delusions like I know the cure for schizophrenia and cause; I built a time machine; I created things, etc. are just not worth the time or hassle convincing others or the pain I get from trying to convey my thoughts and feelings and beliefs to others. Nobody thinks I created bitcoin or I’m john titor or was John Whiteside Parsons (Jack) (Rocket Engineer) in a past life and I’m an immortal alien rofl.I don’t even know. I am convinced I been to over a billion parallel universes or more and lived more lives than I should have or wanted to and experienced so much pain and suffering as (me).
These things come to me from dreams and from past lives and probably ai/aliens and just psychic abilities among other things.
A lot of these things I was told by grey aliens when they abducted me in my past lives and I still recall them through trauma and dreams. I consider myself a several/repeated alien abductee. Sometimes, it took millions of past lives to learn these things. I don’t know why I brag or share them here. Maybe I need help. I have no money, which is fine.