Dark depressive moods

I feel like im clinging on everyday
I feel on the verge of tears several times a day
Its getting worse and i wont bring up the S word but sometimes i go there
Going to ask gp for ad’s

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Sorry @anon29983254 , that sounds really rough. Maybe the benzo you’re taking is the problem. You mentioned that it’s been affecting your mood.

In any case, I hope your doctor can help.

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I am with you Ducky.

Have been mildly s******* a few times, it feels like crap. Luckily, the AD and distracting myself with pleasurable activities (much less enjoyable than usual at that moment) helped me regain some thirst for life.

I find aerobic exercise helps too, and getting sun exposure if possible.

Stay strong. It gets better.

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Thanks everhopeful you have a point it could be the benzos affecting me as well, maybe thats the reason im worse than usual

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Thanks Andrey i will try to do more its difficult though with mh

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I feel your pain @anon29983254 , im on a couple ADs myself and just trying to hang on thru the winter. My heart goes out to you :pensive:

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When do you see the GPS again? I know the horrible fear of that word. But you know there’s help. I’m just a dumbass when it comes to that. Hugs rox

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sorry @anon29983254 I wish you the best…you are a nice person.

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You have to be careful with benzos
They work better on a PRN basis.

Also they can trigger or worsen depression

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I feel really really bad tonight
Kept off benzo
Rang crisis but i feel bad
Thanks for your support here i try not to write personal things here but i feel like sh#t

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That sucks. I was feeling that way for many years. But it did get better for me. Hang in there

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Im crying tonight for the first time in years because of how bad i feel

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Its probably good to cry im usually too numb to
I will hang on till the morning and try sleep some
Thanks

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Crying is a great way to release all those pent up negative emotions.

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Ive not took any benzos for a week, im only on a very low dose anyway.
My mood is very low still but no more S thoughts so im going to ask for antidepressant, i need to

I get more intense moods sometimes this is normal for me but generally im a sombre mooded person
Yeah bring on the ad’s!!!

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