I know I should probably go to the hospital just stop period.im sick and depressed. I’m not going I’m not going. I don’t care about the bridge. That’s nothing but fifteen minutes of seeing my body hitting someone car.what the hell is going on with me?
I’m here if you need to talk (for as long as my phone battery allows; it’s at 9% atm).
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Mines 22% I’m trying to fight off the bridge.
You can do it! Are there any distractions around?
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TV beadweaving got a headache to
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Aww, I hope you feel better. I’ve seen your posts about your beads! I think it’s neat that you have so many. 
What’s on TV?
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Weather channel drives others crazy but it tells the time. Took my meds early tonight
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The Weather Channel is oddly calming, imo. 
I take my meds early on stressful nights too. What meds are you on?
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Haldol Lexapro benztropine trazodone
Hey we have two in common! Lexapro and benztropine. My AP is risperidone and another AD I’m on is Wellbutrin. Fun stuff!
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Risperdal was akathisia hell.
could you put on a movie with headphones, or take a nice bubble bath. something to distract yourself. i know with my depression it goes up and down thru the day. movies i really like help me. Do they help you?
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Oh, I’m feeling it. I cannot sit still. Sigh lol
Yeah I’ve got headphones for music.good idea.
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I wonder if the Lexapro is can these suicidal problems. Some antidepressants can cause things to get much much worse instead of better and this stated right around when you head to last med change. Is the Lexapro new?
Please call your doctor. If that is the problem maybe you can get off of it ASAP and you’ll start feeling better.
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Take benztropine.maybe it’ll help I found sleep helps.im a dumbass repeating
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As for the bridge, please don’t jump off a bridge into traffic. Just put yourself in the shoes off the person/people that would be in those cars that hot you. That would be so terrible. You mean so much more than to be someone’s trauma. You’re too amazing for that.
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You are not a dumbass. 
Thanks for the suggestions!
What are you up to now?
Try doing something nice for yourself. No matter how insignificant. Maybe a warm shower or an ice cream treat. Baby steps…
How are you doing @roxanna? Have you had dinner?
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