Coming to terms I’m gonna always be crazy

Just need to learn to roll with the insanity better.

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i feel like i have an advantage in that i already at age 19 dont question how insane i actually am and i just fly with it right off the bat

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You don’t sound crazy to me at all. There’s plenty of crazy normies in the world though! Just because you have schizophrenia doesn’t mean you’re crazy.

But yeah. Other than that it’s a lifelong challenge for sure.

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You are fine, maybe you were crazy when you were hospitalized but now you aren’t… Also only a small minority here are. :slight_smile:

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Today was an insane day. Lots going on upstairs. Positive stuff, negative stuff, suicide, Jesus, etc…

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You’re going through a rough time at the moment with the whole sobriety thing. Hang in there and wait for the good days to come around again.

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Crazy or different. I wouldn’t say I’m crazy. Just wack.

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I don’t think of myself as crazy, just different. SZA has been a burden for a long time, I only show the consequences of the disorder.

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This is something i work on with my pdoc. I have such a hard time accepting the long term aspect of sza.

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Im so used to having sz and what comes with it. If i were to be cured i wouldnt know how to live. Seems like my brain doesnt support normal life anymore. Its so nice to pull my brain in and float on crazy thoughts thinking mmm how interesting it is to explore the world of unexplained.

If i got healthy i would have to be so nervous. Im not nervous now.

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I was insane all my life. People even described me as “insane” and “crazy”. But, not anymore. I’m almost like a normie now.

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I’ve been called a crazy bitch. I stick my thumb up at them.

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