We’re all anonymous here, so can you answer some Q’s?
Do you believe in any kind of belief whether it is from any religious center, doctrine, ceremony, social organization, social culture group that happens at a club, houses, work places etc, or from movies, songs, books and so on…
…where you believe that there is a connection between your mind and other things in the universe such as people or invisible or far away beings including living, supernatural trans dimensional, or even technologies?
An scz always believes in one form of these. This is why the term “Skhizen Phren” is given to the condition. It means split mind in Classic Ancient Greek. In other word the scz’s mental faculties are talking to each other in the hope and/or belief that is involuntarily causing it to seem like they are being communicated via some form of telepathy or magic.
It’s just mental faculties personalizing in an intra mental social theater rather than mental faculties doing the same thing inter individually such as when normal people are talking with each other. Virtually the faculties are doing same things for scz people and for normal people, but in one case its all inside between the mental faculties, and in the other case it is between the mental faculties of one person vs. another/s through physical means.
The fact that the scz experiences this back and forth banter within oneself between mental faculties justifies the belief in supernatural telepathy and magical communications etc. It’s real, but there’s just one problem. It’s only real between each person’s mental faculties, and it is impossible outside of the brain because only physical means allow you to communicate beyond your brain such as with your hands, the choice of clothes, the facial expressions, tone of voice, words on paper etc.
So how are you on that kind of thing? Does that fit you now or ever before in your life? Of course we are ashamed to admit stuff like this to people when our names are on it, but on this forum we are anonymous, so it’s best to take advantage of that, and try to get some answers and question out in the open at this time in your life, so that later on you are not just beginning but feeling the benefits of doing this now.
Also what is your social situation like? Do you have a family that supports you, or has that been dissolved for any reason? Do you keep a job well? Do you have friends that you visit regularly who have supportive families and keep regular jobs?
Last of all I’m wondering if you participate in entheogens or drugs and/or alcohol in your social gatherings? Maybe you invest in these for when you are alone, for the mental experiences that are seemingly supernatural or what not. The thing about recreational mind altering is that it is and it has been used in cultural, cult, and religious ceremonies for thousands of years because it makes pretending certain things are real much easier. But when you do this enough, eventually what you are pretending starts to grow on you, and this can be dangerous if you are learning things like there are messages in the signs, what people are saying, and things that are happening to you, and/or there is some kind of messaging or frequencies that are being transmitted into your mind and/or you can broadcast your thoughts, feelings, what you see and hear etc back out without using any physical means such as hands, mouth, body, face etc.
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