Lol i love labels there so fun to hide behind… I really don’t care . Do what thou wilt. There I’ll support alleister crowley there’s some theism for you
Man if that shits real we are powerless to understand it. You might as well just accept it as a part of yourself and let it be. The search for the truth will only drive you to delusion.
I’m not sure that’s always the case. For me I released religion and that left me without a crutch and that forced me to put some serious work into my psychological well being. I had to re evaluate everything. It was up to me now.
I still leave it open but I’m just not devoted to a religion is all.
Dude trust me my atheist belief system is total refuge. It has literally cleared my voices and my dreams of anything demonic. I know why were pissed at you but I won’t say it. I realize everyone has the right to belief what they want.
This is so true. Ever since I took away my beliefs in demons or angels or gods I no longer get any dreams about it or anything. The power of belief is huge.
For me its the opposite I can’t see going back to a religion it just doesn’t make sense to me anymore. I wouldn’t even know how to get myself to believe it anymore
Life changes people over time. Believe what you want. I’m sticking with atheism there is no proof for anything it’s all one big contradictory mess. Spirituality meh? Sounds a little to magical for me.
You should elaborate on that dude. I’m interested. I can’t believe this illness brought me that close to death. Once you attempt suicide I don’t think you ever loose the feeling that you could be dead.
I’m not sure if you’ve ever had hyperreligiosity in your psychotic episodes but man that will ■■■■ up your whole world right before your eyes let me tell ya…
Yeah after hearing your story it only reinforced my stance against religion in my life. I had a jesus complex for about a week or two though. I was always more or less atheist but I did refer to myself as techno jesus a time or to before I got sick. Gods gift to the world here to master the understanding of science and use technology to set the world straight. I was always pretty delusional. It feels really good to just be a modest realistic person now.
No I never have some how even though I never had medication to numb my brain and emotions I’ve somehow managed to keep from believing just because I believe in God it’s his fault.
Is hyperreligious when your delusion has something to do with religious figures?
Because I think I may be a angel when I’m really off balance
Like man think about it. What kinda god allows that ■■■■.
God telling me “were introducing the gift of interjection were running out of time” and the Jesus taking over my body and me ceasing to exist and then ‘jesus’ screaming at my family saying that my body is just a vessel and if they don’t listen to him they will die etc… commenced madness.