I only remember feeling no fear, feeling happy a lot. Not quite invincible, just feeling no fear against the crazy world.
I remember being able to ride the bus without having a freaking conversation with everyone using my thoughts. People spoke, but I didn’t feel like they were all responding to me.
I remember being able to go to see.a parade with people packing the street while actually feeling comfortable, not scared out of my wits feeling like everyone can read my mind.
I remember feeling actually normal in my head, pain-free, symptom-free, and being confident around others, without having to force it so much.
I remember ocd behavior when I was 6 and in the school playground.
I grew up thinking too much about everything and most of my life was lived with fear from doing things.
That ain’t normal and I didn’t know any different till psychosis at 29!
I was always stressful. never liked that period. now I am calm and in peace
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