Can’t go on feeling so low.
I’m neglecting my duties like spending time with my puppy.
I look horrible and feel like hell.
Although the Depakote is stopping me from cycling downward towards suicidal thinking it has not stopped me from being depressed and dead.
I cannot live like this especially as I am needed by my father and puppy.
I have very little motivation to do simple basic things like shave and brush my teeth right now.
I haven’t shaved in weeks.
I may make an earlier appointment to see my psychiatrist.
This is awful.