I was tearing the pill packs off the sample boxes my pdoc gave me and Idk. I started tearing faster and then I just broke down crying on my kitchen floor for so long
I will be crazy and taking meds everyday for my whole life. And that felt like too much.
I spent the entire Saturday sleeping and then drank with friends at a birthday party that night. I drank four beer and I’m still recovering. No headaches just very worn down, and agitated. I can’t keep up with my family right now and I’m getting angry.
Does anyone else become angry at their limitations? Do you ever accept that you can’t do it all or do you try anyway? I’m feeling so lonely in this today. I was supposed to be home alone today but the weather is so bad there’s no school. I’m letting my kids down today.