I have been so for a couple days, i feel extremly unpassionate and not socially functional anymore.
This year i had 5 relapses, and last year around this time i was hospitalized. Fortunate enough i didnt end up in a hospital this year.
Those episodes took a toll on me, i dont know if you guys can relate to the feeling that yo’ure someone else with each episode, hovewer thats how it is for me. I have been lossing progress in therapy also.
All this bothers me and on top on that my doctor and therapist belive i have schizophrenia and not an easier psychotic disorder…
I had to bail on work friday and my boss didnt like it, most of the time in anxious and paranoid and i feel like an outcast. I dislike people and i still dont understand them.
I dislike my curent state of mind also, i think its going to be better but untill then i am suffering
People are all the same. All people are good at heart and there are many good souls whom help others, including on this message board. Keep strong and I wish you well soon.
Oh yes, it can take months to get back to normal after an episode and for my part up to half a year if i have been in hospital… May you have a good recovery
I’m sorry you’re going through this. So many relapses in such a short time is hard on everyone. Do you trust your pdoc? If not, can you get another pdoc? Just don’t give up. Keep trying to live life. You’ll need some time to heal mentally and emotionally, which makes you just like everyone else. You are going through a very hard time so your feeling are normal. Just don’t give up. It can, and it does get better