Do you scribble your ways thought life? or do you paint inside the lines? do you have people telling you want to do or what not to do every day all day throughout you life? or just at work alone? Or do you find yourselves spinnin your wheels in total and utter confusion and dismay? because I do. i hate this, it’s terrifying .
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I get a lot of responses and reactions to what I am thinking and doing. These are nonverbal. They try to control my behaviors through doing this.
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really that happens to you also? is it normal? does it happen to everyonw?
Not non-schizos.
I get overwhelmed by my noisy, dysfunction environment as well. I wish I lived alone.
i feel that way too. very much. but i also get lonely …
and freak out that i can’t handle it.
It helps to have fellow people to talk to who go through it.
my voices are very much growing on me as well. confusing and scary though when i can’t see them
when i know they are my neighbors and just reactive to my thoughts. i don’t like it but feel less pressure to agree with them since they don’t like me anywayz… LOL but my voices. i love them for the most part…
My voices pretend to be people I know and give reaction sunder other people’s pretenses. It is not through language.
I believe they are posing as other people I know and are not literally those people. It is still hypnotic.
hm for me it is not always through language either especially when it first started never voices unless the person was actually someone someone else could see and hear too (they would say its not really abou tme though) NOW i hear actual speech from ppl i can’t see. and they act like they know me. i only really remember one of them though. the female and maybe her boyfriend but not the other voices. theyre funny sometimes but out t alkes are intese LOL at least to me, they said “for her” then they said “awww”
I have mainly just one being who is orchestrating it. He is a gifted actor/impersonator. Some call these beings “handlers.”
oh crap. LOL what’s a handler or do i not wish to know these things?
han·dler
ˈhandlər/Submit
noun
plural noun: handlers
1.
a person who handles or deals with certain articles or commodities.
“a baggage handler”
2.
a person who trains or has charge of an animal.
“the performance of dog and handler in the ring must be accurate and correct”
HOLY HICKEDY HECK!
I am the mouse that runs the experiment.
that kind of stuff freaks me out. they are figures of my imagination. are figures of my imagination. are figures of my imagination.
I think the term is inspired by an MK ULTRA, mind control thing. A handler is the one who manipulates the subject under mind control.
yes i am the mouse in the trap, but also the center of attention so i have the ultimate control over things.