I loved decorating the Christmas tree and sledding in the snow 
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Studying for university.
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This is difficult bc my childhood ended at ten years old due to a sexual trauma and I spent most of my teens very depressed and sza didn’t get dxed until I was 23.
So atm I am working on healing and experiencing life a little bit at a time. Therapy really helps.
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Fragging people in various FPS games. I enjoyed TFC the most. Made a dozen or so friends, it was great. I wish I was working and had elbow supports when I did that, it would have been so blissful.
The way I did it I had bad posture and arthritis, so it destroyed my elbows.
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Music and dancing. I used to love rock, pop, and r and b music as a younger woman.
Nowadays, I’m getting a bit into classical music. I practice it on my piano and also I’m reading a book about it anyways.
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Driving home from college and listening to my favorite radio station.
I don’t even have a vehicle anymore 
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LANning with my computer at various mate’s places and at some bigger LAN’s. We played computer to early hours of the morning.
I still play games online with friends, but being in the same room yelling at eachother is a great experience. I do miss that, but those days are gone now.
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I used to drive all over my state and explore new places in my car, listening to the radio or bumpin some music in my car.
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I had no ultimate joy, i tried to run away from home. I got diagnosed sz overseas.
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The ultimate joys were experimenting at events like Audiotistic, though that kind of happiness is synthetic. Here in the present I’m taking baby steps and enjoying simple things like the sound of birds in the morning.
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Getting up early and driving to the beach with my friends. We always went early to avoid traffic so we would get there at 7:30 or 8:00 am and spend the day playing frisbee, working on our tans, body surfing, smoking pot, and eating lunch. We went a million times and never got bored and usually stayed until 5:30 or 6:00 pm and always drove home tired but happy.
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Cooking, photography, music, cats, and nookie.
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Jogging in the park with music in my ears, in the mornings
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Pushing boundaries to see how much talent I had received from God. I enjoyed doing studies in various field.
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Playing live with my old band. Recording and putting out records.
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I was only a kid so it was things like surfing, playing guitar and Ultima Online. I miss being a kid they are the most care free days of your life.
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I can’t say that because I believe I was a mentally disabled child .
But my greatest joys are making love/sex with my boyfriend who is the greatest lover,
Being with loved ones,
Riding my sacred neigh,
Taking a dip and maybe some other things.
Sex is something extatic with the right partner and I long for it .
Want even more intimacy and sacred Union in it though.
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I think playing sports,before schizo when I was still in school.I skip classes and play sports in a hot afternoon.Which was crazy,I think I am not interested in school but I should have focus more that time
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sex and studying to become a doctor. 5 years later im still fighting for both lol but winning here and there
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My son. He was a baby when i got ill.
Before his birth: nature, rock climbing, travelling, cuddling.
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