I used to exercise and eat healthy, and go to work.
Now I eat more what I want. Semi-healthy. I don’t exercise, I don’t work I’m on disability.
I used to exercise and eat healthy, and go to work.
Now I eat more what I want. Semi-healthy. I don’t exercise, I don’t work I’m on disability.
I was a drug addict, and my life in isolation even with mental health problems is way better when I was being treated like crap by everybody
So you’re a recovered drug addict or still addicted?
Yes I am recovered now for 12 years since I last took illegal drugs.
It was when I stopped self-medicating that I got mentally ill
I had a nice childhood but noticed symptoms of schizophrenia from age 10 . Onwards then went into hospital 18 and got the diagnosis
My 20s were great. My 30s weren’t so great. I was diagnosed at 39.
Wow that’s late to be diagnosed. I was diagnosed at 27, even that is a bit late I think.
I had a Very successful childhood. I had success playing soccer, I had friends……
It was lonely. It is still lonely.
My life was pretty poor, drinking everyday. No support, unusable housing.
Alcoholic and just not a great person to be around. My life after SZ and in sobriety is pretty good.
No friends. Not treated too well at prep school and much worse at public school. Socially anxious. Increasing level of depression…
I had friends
I partied
Watched movies
Got high
Worked and understood my job
Women liked me
I had camping trips
Hikes to mountain lakes with friends
I was intelligent
Life was new and exciting
I was skinny — clozapine makes me feel fat
I had deep conversations
I graduated 3rd out of more than 400 students at my university. Scored a perfect 800 on the SAT maths exam (630 in verbal). I was working on Wall Street for a year then my breakdown happened and I had to return to my home country.
I was a shy child and anxious teenager passionate about astronomy and art
Then I gradually slid down into sza and went to hospital first time at 18
I was smoking weed everyday hanging out with friends playing guitar and working
I miss feeling ok but i would live my life differently if i were to be cured
Did you go to the hospital? Last time i remembered you were having hard time
Besides some mood symptoms and panic disorder I had a golden childhood.
I don’t have schizophrenia
@INDIAN_OCEAN yes I just came out today. I was there since Monday in psych ward
I was happy go lucky. I didnt eat a whole lot so i was skinny. I played a lot of music in a band. I had friends and went out a lot. Thats when i was 24 and still OK. I think around 25 is when i started having symptoms. So 10 years ago. I wasnt really making much money but i was having a great time in life.