I wanted to apologize for any of my mention of suicidal thoughts or feelings. I never meant to give off the vibe that I was promoting these in any way. I feel like I’ve also tried to share all of my reasons to fight those feelings, and how I overcome them. Any time I mentioned them I was merely trying to be open and honest like I would with any other thing I experience.
My goal was to show that even though at times I feel that way I’ve found a thousand reasons to live despite that. I don’t want to be a downer, that’s just not my intention at all. Life is a valuable thing and I respect it a great deal.
We all have some dark moments in our lives. I try to keep my postings positive and when I am depressed I do not post at all because I do not want other people becoming depressed. There are certain things that I rather share in my regular psych meetings than here on the forum. In the past my voices have triggered some depressive mind processes which I am aware of, which is why I try to be positive and optimistic even during the times of the moments of darkness.
Exactly and I feel like I wasn’t thinking straight, was just word vomiting and not thinking about how that would affect others. I’m gonna try to be more positive from here on out though
