I’m not suicidal. I’m tired of worrying about the upstairs neighbors. I’m tired of hearing things. My mind wants to worry about people all the time. They’re still following me from room to room. Still name calling. On a lease nothing can be done. And here, I’m told UT as in my head. I don’t leave the apt hardly anymore.
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All in my head
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Maybe you would fell better if you did get out and away from your neighbors for a little while. Just a short walk with your headphones on or something. Unless it’s too cold there?
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It’s dark now. The idiot is up above my TV. The floor is making small creaking sounds .I hate people.
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what does your quote mean?
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Denis Leary says it in stand up comedyabout coffee
I’m sorry. Nights really are the worst. I’m having trouble tonight, too. Mr. Star is working the night shift this whole week and I can never sleep while he’s away.
At least I can remember the times where no one gave a ■■■■
You. Must get lonely. I wish people would leave me alone
I’m the exact opposite. I hate being alone, because that’s when I hallucinate the most. I try to surround myself with people and activities all day long to drown it out, but at night, everyone wants to sleep.
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I find taking a nap helps if you’re alone
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And tomorrow will be wasted day as well
Is there any way you could set one small goal for yourself? Some days, I feel like I can’t do anything, but I try to set at least one small goal for myself. Sometimes it’s washing the dishes, or doing one load of laundry, or going to the grocery store. Some days it’s as simple as just changing out of my pajamas. But as long as I can say I did one good thing every day, it helps. I know you’re really getting hit hard with symptoms right now, but what is one small thing you can do for yourself tomorrow?
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Go to the grocery store.
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That’s an awesome goal! What do you want to buy?
I think my goal for tomorrow will be going to the store, too. I have an idea I want to try. I have difficulty finding the motivation to sort my laundry based on what can be dried and what can’t. So, my clothes end up piling up for weeks on end, and I just end up wearing the same pants over and over again. So I had an idea. I will just buy a few drying racks, and I won’t machine-dry any of my clothes! I’ll just hang them up to dry. That way, I won’t have to sort them, and I might actually do it more often. So tomorrow, I am going to buy the drying racks.
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Probably drinks and a little bit of food. I’m trying to lose a little weight
@Illvoices she put those numbers there because the site doesn’t let you put less than so many characters in a response. So people fill the space with numbers.
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@roxanna can you get out of the house each day with headphones earlier in the day so you at least get a little break? It must be so hard to go through that. I’d have trouble dealing with incessant insults too.
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Yeah I can do that.
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I bet it would help you at least get a break 
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