I am fed up from negative symptoms n there’s not much hope for a miracle.i wanted to start a new life went to the train track. N when the train came. I just didnt had the guts to be there. I am afraid of death but dnt want to live 
. Have you been in such a situation?
Please speak to a doctor or call someone
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They say " in pursuit of happiness “. Well i dnt feel happy at all .besides i wanted to be rich n famous . But after schizo my motivation is too poor to compete .i am an engineer. But i am not satisfied at all.i wonder what is the point of a pale unhappy " half life” . why to keep on suffering.?SSRI can’t help me in getting enthusiasm motivation back.
Yo man… hang in there… get some exercise… get your diet right. Find things you enjoy doing…
Quit thinking about yourself in relation to the world. Sorry the world doesn’t care about any of us… You should be more concerned with the people that love you out there.
Imagine what your death would do to their lives… It’s about the most evil and selfish thing you could do…
Buddy stay on here… keep talking… simplify…
I’ve been dealing with some depression lately too… Life in boxes is not what man was meant to live.
All the same man… I’m sure you’ve already made a lot of progress in living with this illness… There is only more to come…
I just got reintroduced to the tug of war of love and have been relapsing due it for a couple weeks… I bet as soon I get over it she’ll reappear, then leave me all ■■■■■■ up again.
oh well oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well,
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I’ve been in this situation before, please talk to a doctor or some kind of health care professional. I felt this way just before my first hospitalization.
I once spent the night on the train tracks about 5 yrs ago. I thought i was gonna do it. Luckily i didnt have the balls. My best friend just committed suicide in November and left a lot of us in pain. It’s not worth doing. You take your own pain and give it to everyone who loves you. It can ruin other people’s lives. Please hang in there and seek help.
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Kind of in the same place, right now.
I am trying to find the perfect method, and it’s really hard. I also want to maybe “Go Missing” first, so that my family will never even know I am dead, and not have to worry.
Please don’t do it. EveryBunny will miss you.
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…Good one! 
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We’re all in the same boat. None of our lives turned out the way we wanted it too. Set smaller goals,
My whole life is a miracle. I got sick in 1980 at age 19. The first two years of my illness was constant mental torture and solid suffering. For two years I had no car, no friends, no job, no money, no girlfriend, no school. Oh yeah. And no sanity. I spent 8 months locked up in a psychiatric hospital. Those were not my plans.
Then I got out. My life started to come together. I got stable. I got a job, I went to college, I got a car. I’ve been working almost steadily since 1983. I lived on my own from1995 up until three months ago.I need only four more classes for my degree. I got a nice car. No one could have predicted this.In the beginning my schizophrenia was severe. I couldn’t do anything. I felt suicidal and hopeless. I felt like giving up on a daily basis.Anyway, it is a miracle I’m even alive. You might just have to set your goals lower.
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So glad you weren`t able to do it!
If you feel that way, call a suicide hotline, reach out to anyone, wait 5 minutes, feelings can change in an instant.
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There is a small chance you could get off these meds, I got off once for almost 5 years. Only relapsed because I smoked some cannabis. Don’t give up yet you have only had one episode. Also taper your med when the time comes to reduce.
Stay strong man, life is tough, and there are many people that would’ve liked to be in your position, but they are dead.
There must be something deep inside you that makes you want to live if you don’t have the guts.
Search for that. And I hope you feel better
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It’s probably just the holidays.
So Suicide … ,
Hmm ,
Suicide … ,
Lemme Jus Dissect tha Word Fur Ya Yo … ,
(youll thank me l8tur) … ,
Perhaps … ,
Either Way … ,
SUE EH SYDE … ,
You See Suicide is THA WRONG CHOICE … ,
No Seriously It’s Disk - Hush - Ting ,
Kinda At Least on thee Other Syde … ,
If Thaz Makes Any Sense … ,
Jus Know That JESUS CHRIST Was Impaled in his Syde … ,
Probs Cause They Wanted His Ribs … ,
You Know Because He’s Majical … ,
He Heals tha Sick and Shazz ,
So WHY Naught Kill Him and Eat His Ribs … ,
It’s SOOOOOOOO Exclusively Blessed … ,
There’s a Gospel Song Thaz Cheerfully Sing’s Thus ,
'jesus my shoes are off blah blah blah" ,
Slightly Retarded ,
N e Hoo ,
Don’t Ever Kill Yourself … ,
Against tha Moral Rule and Law … ,
Yep Yep … … …
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This is the only life you have. Trust me it is precious.
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Even though I don’t like it myself because I only stay alive sometimes just because logically it makes no sense to end one’s own life because life is the only thing in the universe that actively tries to fight unstoppable inevitable entropy, you can do like I did and get a pet or something or some responsibility you can’t just up and abandon so you may feel like you have a sense of purpose in life more so than normal.
hey bhai kya huuwa tujko yaar…bad to hear that…
tere pass to accha kassa life padhi haii…yaar.
it engineer ho …decent job hai yaar…talk to ur doc asap…
5 10 sall ke bad to medicine vi sath dega humko…
just be patience yaar…share anything and every thing with ur family …
bagwan hai hamare pass…god bless all of us…yaar…