I am tired of trying

I am not in a good mood. Feel like ending my life.

Don’t do that. What time is it where you are? @Melomaniac

Its 11:08 PM
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Stay alive there. Lets not give up YET!!!

It’s nearly 1 pm here and I haven’t gotten out of bed. I’m having a bad day too

Feel like i might breakdown anytime.

Can you ask anyone for help or go to the hospital?

don’t die man, instead relax… just let go

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I am not able to do anything. I am sitting like a vegetable.

Good, at least you are a living vegetable.
Some days it’ll be better, meanwhile you just gotta survive in the most comfortable way you can

I have severe problems that i am not able to explain. I fear i will end up in jail or hospital. There is lot to be done at home. I am not doing anything. All around me are taking care. I am not able to repay them.

They care about you, making rash decisions might bring them more pain even in the long run.
It’s ok, we got unlucky with what life had thrown at us… we gotta accept it, get our benefits for disability if we can and sleep walk through life. Might be depressing but that’s our life as low fnc szs.
If you somehow manage to do more than nothing it’s wonderful, but you can’t have expectations about it.
Hope this mindset will help a bit

I have a decent low stress job. No one is asking me for poor performance. People are waiting to see me improve. But i am not able to concentrate on a single sentence. It makes my thoughts wander in all directions. I am trying all kinds of things to see myself through this. But the faith me is reducing day by day. I am diagnosed Bipolar I. I dont know whats the label. But i have severe issues with my brain. I can live life with my family, provided that they are able to take care of me even if i am not able to take care of myself. I totally understand your mindset. Suicide is not the solution to this problem. I lack lot of things, hopefully things will settle down in the long run.

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