I am upset that the pdoc made me have an intramuscular injection as i believe i dont need it but i understand why she thinks i need it i just think shes ignorant to what really is going on. I dont hate her or anything but i am just annoyed.
It’s okay. It comes with being schizophrenic, it’s just one of those things.
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What was it for? Why do you think you don’t need it?
Well at the moment im ptsd with psychotic features not sz.
Because i was trying to remove the hands that are not mine and she thinks its a false belief. But i just think shes ignorant to the fact that the police took my hands. I dont blame or hate her or anything.
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Oh sorry for my mistake. Usually they do that to calm people down. It has happened to me as well.
No thats algood. The diagnosis keeps changing. I was sz when i was living in another city but sinnce moving back to where im from they said that so i dont know to be honest. I dont really agree with the whole physcosis thing but thats ok.They gave me the long acting one so i dont have to take pills because i refused to have it.
Yeah that generally happens to non-med compliant patients. I took injections for years. I take pills now.m and have to say I feel less doped up. Still dopey but much less.
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Im so upset. Ive put on 20kg since the start of the year 
Im on olanzipine now. I was on clozapine but i stopped it. 
I’m sorry. That’s so tough. When I was on Saphris I gained 100 lbs (~45.5 kg) in only 6 months. It was so awful, but the meds were kind of working so I kept taking them way longer than I should have.
Yeah its hard i just ate like 30 roses today im just comfort eating feeling down cause im homeless and dont have my own hands a bit bored in hospital the police invaded my mind my family being dysfunctional etc.
So do your hands literally look like someone else’s hands? Do they do things ?
Yes they are completely different. They are stubby. Nails are different fingerprint different smaller etc sometimes they turn black. They act like normal hands but they disgust me. I want them off. It disgusts me touching myself (not in a rude way) and eating with somebody elses hands. Im in agony and tormented by it.
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Is their like a line where they were sown on?
No the police surgaons have high tech technology where theres no scars
have you compared them to old pictures of your hands?
I dont take pictures as im quite paranoid of cameras