Im not thinking suicide. Im just thinking how i wouldnt mind an early death. Anxiety, depression, schizophrenia are really bugging me today. My heart feels like its going to burst.
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I hope you feel better.
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I think i get what youre saying.
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Feel better soon @pasteyface
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I hope you feel better soon. Hang in there
Recently two of my neighbors that I had friendships with here at the apartments died a week or so apart from each other. One neighbor knew she was dying and had a matter of days and was sent home to spend her last few days saying goodbye in her own bed. She was in her late 70’s. The other neighbor woke up with blood coming out both ends, was flown out of town to a big city hospital away from his loved ones and had a heart attack before they could start exploratory surgery and they couldn’t save him. He was in his early 60’s.
I got to thinking, hey, it’s not when you die, it’s how you die.
I have grandchildren. I’m enjoying watching them grow. I don’t want to miss any of it.
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I lived life with a death wish until very recently when I realized there may not be an afterlife and my time is valuable.
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Time is valueable, and life is precious, hope u feel better soon
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Things can get better!
A lot better.
Don’t give up on better days.
I’m enjoying myself. I would prefer for my life not to end for a while as I’m rather having a lot of fun with various things.
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Been there dude. You gotta do some stuff that gets you out of your current routine. Do something different.
Try to appreciate the little things like the smell of a tree, the color of the sky, the sound of a bird. The feeling of your hands in the dirt.
Just something to shake up your senses.
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I think about dying, too, but I’m not going to give whoever is in charge the satisfaction of getting rid of me.
We unfortunately have to go at some point. Shame this is all so temporary
But… That’s the deal, and we have to live with it
Wouldn’t worry about it, the end will come much sooner than you think, and you’ll have eternity to experience the ‘other side’ - whatever that may be
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You took the words right out of my mouth 
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Im feeling more positive today. I think feeling so upset yesterday made me get paranoid. Spent 15 hours in bed freaking out and thinking an ambulance was coming and that my parents were spying on me through my window.
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