The brain is extremely complex so I suppose extremely complex symptoms like those u are describing could happen. Think about when you are dreaming it feels real too and all the things that happen during dreams are due to the brain.
I think.
Wow, you are strong to be going through this. I feel I have a small amount of free will left while in this body. But the continuous manipulations with some sort of device (this is what I literally hear and feel throughout my body while simultaneously hear the voices saying things about it going into my body) leave me in a constant state of fear so I purposefully stay away from anything and everything as much as possible. What Rein is going through is an incredible challenge to overcome, but I believe with time there is a possibility he can get through this some way, or at least lighten the amount of negative experiences that are occurring.
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A Catholic here. Someone said that I was possessed. Priest found nothing wrong. My priest in Canada was like “you sure you don’t need to see a psychologist???”
So no, you are not possessed. You sound like my early years with this condition. I used to hear “God” or someone trying to harm me or follow me. I used to see hallucinations clinging to bus windows. I even had one of my hallucinations come in to my dorm room and tried to kill me.
You will be okay!! Take your meds as prescribed. If you are thinking of harming yourself go to the ER.
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Since I have no thoughts (as mentioned my mind is just blank most of the time) I cannot think of harming myself. If my “schizophrenia” wants to kill me it’ll just do it, or at least attempt to. I will have no control over my body, and I’ll just be observing then while having no clue what my body is about to do.
How long have you been going though this?
It induced a memory loss at the beginning apparently. I can remember being in the hospital from summer 2018, but I have records of me acting odd from February 2018.
This is exactly how I describe what occurs with me
The vids look like a bad case of dystonia is happening you should talk to you doctor about the meds your taking sometimes antipsychotics they can do that to you typically the fist gen. I had to take meds for Parkinson’s disease to help counter act any dystonia from some of my meds I took.
I felt like I was possessed during my last episode. But it was a part of me I don’t like to show that was being projected. My mind has more than one actor and occasionally more than one mode (I can’t call it a mood really). The most confusing thing is that when it happens it is partially beyond my control. But it doesn’t control me to the point that I am not at least partially responsible for my actions. And obviously if I did something really horrible I’d deserve to be punished like everyone else.
Multiple personalities? @Rei26 welcome to the forum.
You make wrong conclusions. Its based on belief and not common knowledge. Talk to someone spiritual. You are mixed up in religion i guess. I got these things as well. Its nonsense. Maybe you experience the opposite direction of mania, i mean everything falls into place in a negative way and not positive way like mania.
So u dont remember?
Not sure what you mean. What was written is pretty much what I’ve been experiencing, not what I believe. I think it was also mentioned somewhere that I am unable to believe anything, unless my Schizophrenia wants me to believe in something in particular (also from experience).
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Sometimes Mr Thoughtless, an hebephrenic childish being, takes over me. I know how it is to be possessed or as if possessed. He makes me shout, run, jump, talk in gibberish, do silly gestures and grimaces etc.
I also have internal voices. At the moment I have 11
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Yes, it seems it has wiped my memory clean a ~year or more before summer 2018, except for a few memories.
Can’t edit that post any more… replace “I think” with “I recall”.
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