I am convinced that I am an angel sent from God to protect someone I love, that someone being my boyfriend. I can feel feathered wings on my back blowing in the breeze, and I can see the glow of my halo in the mirror whenever I get ready for school. I believe my boyfriend is the God/lost soul I was sent to protect, as we both have rough pasts.
The only problem with that is whenever I fall in love with someone and they leave me I get really suicidal and feel like my quest has failed, so I must go to hell to pay the price. I am very convinced that I was made to guard him.
What do you all think?
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Are you on meds? Lots of people here had religious delusions but these were healed by taking meds.
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I think that you should be having this discussion with a qualified psychiatrist.
You sound Delusional
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I was, but I stopped taking them because I felt like they didn’t help.
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I am sorry you felt they didn’t help you but you could have gone back to your doctor and he or she could have prescribed a higher dose or something else. my aunt has religious hallucinations and delusions. mostly about her younger daughter and my dad who is her youngest brother. I know they can be hard to shake. she is also without meds but is now in the hospital because of a break down and then she had a stroke because of a leg clot
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There’s loads of different meds. If one doesn’t work you can try another. I tried about 7 different meds before I settled on the one thst works best for me. You should keep fighting the battle! 
But keep talking to your psychiatrist. They can help you.
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what’s up @jehovah. i’m digging that username. 
bold and beautiful
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It’s highly likely that it is a delusion despite how real it feels. I agree that you should tell your pdoc and maybe try some different drugs or a higher dose. I wish you well
You are probably not an angel from heaven. Schizophrenia is a mental condition that causes such delusions as this. You need to get help if you want any kind of chance of having a fairly decent life for yourself.
We are angels metaphysically the body is the shell
Your domaine receptor is malfunctioning sending too much feel good hormone to the amygdala causing you to think these things.
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