I have vivid images and dreams of human like figures towering over me, they are black shilouettes with a glowing halo behind their heads, the halos are golden or red, sometimes pink. They speak in tongues or sound like growling dogs. Sometimes they have wings. Sometimes i can see their eyes, but most of the time i cannot. Sometimes i can see their teeth they look like humans teeth. They are completely black just a figure like a shadow came to life, i think they are angels.
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Mmm, I get angels also, geometrical shapes and surrounded by light. They tell me I’m chosen and try to comfort me. Protect me from visions of hell.
It has to be the illness. I prefer to believe it’s the illness. The alternative is terrifying.
Our mind tricks us, and they feel so real, but we have to remember it’s all just illusion
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Im a person that struggles with delusions of angels. And you dont want to let go of that belief - simply because you find them comforting. But remember schizophrenia is a sly and manipulative disease - and it will catch you out - with stuff like this. Check your meds.
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I like to pretend its just a dream, when i see things like that even if its during the day i say its just a dream. Saying that makes it feel more plausible and grounded in reality because non sz people have dreams all the time, so its okay.
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Im starting to worry my dosage isnt as high as it should be, im very sensitive to medication so my psych keeps my dosages low, it worked for awhile but now im not so sure
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Please try to remember that dreams aren’t real either. Sometimes I struggle with that too
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I dont know you - so all i can suggest is, if you have any concerns - ring your shrink up - or your support team if you have one, if its bothering you.
It sometimes takes years for someone to find the right drug and dosage thats right for them. You may need yours reviewing.
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Seth brings up a good point with medication.
Proper medication and dose helps take them away. If it was really the divine the pills wouldn’t effect me like they do.
It’s taken me almost two years to narrow down proper medication, but it’s worth it. It’s eased my mind and taken away a good portion of the symptoms
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I get angels to and demons depending on the message but most times its a demon. If they don’t hurt you or do anything then I wouldnlt worry but I would suggest talking to the dr about it maybe he can help a little bit. I draw my hallucinations and it seems to help me out when the visions are too stressful
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I’m a Sikh and I don’t ever see people with wings or halos in my dreams, but I do see Sikhs pretty regularly. It’s comforting, because I am having a hard time going to the Gurdwara and hanging around with them. It’s basically an impossible thing at this point, due to me being unable to keep my thoughts pure enough to make the trip enjoyable. It would seem like too much of a crazy test if I went now.
One day I slept in past lunch and my dream got super crazy, and I actually saw a bunch of succubuses running in the street. Probably a sign that I shouldn’t sleep in.
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I see angels as well - they used to kiss me good night and promise me I would wake in the morning even though I see demons… I’ve seen heaven before too - as cool as it sounds being in such close contact with God and angels makes me insecure…
It’s a full time job just paying attention!
To me it’s a clash - I spent a lot of my time in the church all my life - I want to believe that they are real but my illness wants to believe it’s fake either way I’m scared…
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