i used to have this problem.i wouldn t talk with strangers.but invega shot successfully help all my problems
i definataly have this. i have hardly spoke many words in the past probably 10 years but def in the past 5. Its like there are no ideas, and speaking more than a few words feels hard but what i dont understand is i can get an explosion of words while typing. it removes the weird block. idk why. maybe its cause its hardly interactive in writting (meaning i dont have to stay on a topic or something) or something or there is a block verbally. its weird.
I got this bad. So much I want to say but can’t. Seems like a disconnect in the brain.
It is strange. Before being ill, I may have had a little of this. I was very introverted and quiet. It was hard for me to speak and find words. My mind got blank around others.
I processed trauma. And a fall to the head and meds > brain damage. Now I’m less inhibited. There’s benefits of smashing my head to the floor, as it seems. 
Me i was quite silent too since kid and i suffered a lot around that…
Am talking more now, i have thoughts too, but my talking still comes with the feeling of an effort… 
I find myself still quite ill, but i hope that I’ll heal more… 
The other thing though is, that my two mi friends complain exactly of the opposite - that they turned less talkative precisely because of the aps…
Is this true too in fact?
Hugs to all
For me it’s in the dosing.
Big amount = zombie = silent staring into space.
Little amount = more talkative than I was.
i agree haha. i hit my head hard when i was like 9, i think it changed me some. then i read that people with lower IQs were happier when i was like 21 so i bashed my head into a concrete wall. idk what that did. but then i got a really bad hit to my head soon after that while trying to escape from the police, bad enough to go unconcious for minutes. and then right after that got a high dose of ketamine. i think it mighta changed me for the better but its hard to remember so idk. i think it made me live more in the present maybe.
Hmm…really? 
That sounds a bit scary though.
I’d love to have my joyful, sharp and stable mind back. But there’s benefits to who I am now as well. I became a whole lot more open.
yeah i mean idk how much of the changes are due to head injuries but i know my memory is so bad that i never can really fixate on one thing for too long, tho my paranoia does come back constantly. but i dont worry or even think of past mistakes. i never feel guilty. or lonely. and i definetly think im happier even tho my life is harder and things are worse for me. and i have no filter anymore. and still dont feel ashamed haha
It’s good you are happier and not thinking of the past…I wish I had that.
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