All the stupid sh-it I've done

I’ve done so many many stupid things. I was lost. I hurt people, I hurt myself and I was stuck in life. This went on for years. Then boom, psychosis.

I feel depressed, I suffer, I grieve. Why was I that stupid? I was lied to! I just hope that I’m able to become a better person after all this. That’s all I can do. F u c k!

I’m so sorry! Please forgive me!

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I can relate before I got the help I desperately needed and I still feel like I wasn’t t a good person but I was hurting it’s unfortunate but I had to learn to forgive myself keep your chin up my friend psychosis isn’t your fault

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I was actually thinking of starting a thread on how it is important to not dwell on bad past incidents and mistakes. There is nothing you can do to change the past. Best to not dwell on negative things in past.

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I used to regret some of the things I have done in the past, but if these things hadn’t happened to me I wouldn’t be where I’m at today. I’m very happy right now, and I think I’ve discovered the next phase of my life.

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Weird mistakes big or small are time sensitive in life. Theres a difference between those weird mistakes and actually bad things. Its bad to be like 40 years old stabbing people or something. I felt guilty for a long time for weird mistakes when i was young. Therefore i had no reason to feel guilt. And myself as well as you are fine. Move on! If you do things or guet people when young under 22 or 25 then its not the end of the world. Alot of people were bullies jerks gang bangers or whatever. Everyones made mistakes big or small. No biggie. Move on …nobody deserves some psychotic disorder neither do you .

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Dont live in the past. Just enjoy life today

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Every single person dead or alive is also a hypocrit whether intentionally or inadverntantly or anything big or small scale and in between at one or possibly many many aspects of their life and behavior. Anybody even the fbi agent who has never ever ever ever had a haircut that was not the buzziest absolute most symmetrical buzzcut you have ever seen is also a hypocrit in some aspect. So for tat reason do not let people make you feel bad. Becuase if you did anything that horrible then there would have been an arrest or something.

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the past is dead. the future is a blank canvas. fact is the fastest you move away from the past and the least you expect from the future the more you live in the present.

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Now I started thinking about the past again. About everything bad that I’ve done. F U C K, it’s keeping me down when things pops up in my head.

F U C K ALL😀 i know and do.

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We’ve all done stupid things. Try not to dwell on it. If it eats at you too badly find a trusted confidante and confess to them. It’s not a good idea to confess to the world in general. People often misconstrue what you are saying.

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