Does anyone spend a lot of time feeling guilty about the things you’ve said and done? I spend time lying in bed ruminating over past mistakes. Do you think it’s an early sing of psychosis?
Not really. Waste of energy.
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Yeah but can’t help it.
I get ya. 151515
Thanks fghfdghf
I wish I had more control over thoughts.
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I’m going to write a free book on recovery once I get there. I’m like 70% there, from a really miserable place. Waiting for some treatments to come together.
That’s great. Do you have any symptoms now?
I yelled at my ex husband in front of his grandmother once. It just slipped out. I yelled at him and told him he acted like a child. (He was A very Immature person). But I cried and apologized to him when we were alone. I felt so bad about it.
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Well, if it is, that’s one song I would not want to hear on the radio.
Positive symptoms are minimal. Mostly dealing with a moderate amount of head pressure and brain fog.
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Yes! I do that in a big way. Some of that I need to let go of, because it’s ■■■■ that happened 40 years ago.
Yes, every night before sleep
For me, it depends on how much time I spend thinking about something. I ruminate all the time—it’s kind of my baseline—but if I am fixated on one thought all day and all night for many days, then yeah, it might be a sign of psychosis for me.
I have so much regret. My mind is often on all the horrible things I have done. Makes me hate myself.
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I try not to think about it too mych. But yea I do feel regretful for sure
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Yes I do beat myself up. I have children with Autism who deserve patience. They are so sweet but I get short with them.
I’ve been feeling bad and guilty about wrong things I’ve said and done. I’ve tried to make amends.
I am trying to make amends too. Its not always an easy journey doing that.
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