He’s telling me to kill my husband and inserting these horrible thoughts in my head about murder. But its NOT my thoughts! I love my husband and never want to harm him!!! Alien’s such an evil b**tard! He’s making me feel so guilty - am I some evil monster? But no - he is the monster!!! Why does he torment me like this? He’s an agent of the devil!
God why now? I was doing so well. Must be a glitch… but I get inserted thoughts a lot - at least every second or third day.
Hey, sorry Alien is bullying you with such horrible thoughts. I know how it is to have intrusive thoughts you didnt want and feel guilty about. Please hang in there, good you are seeing the pdoc. Wish you strength, lots of it. The voice can tell you all he wants, but you are in charge.
Alien is not a real person or thing. These thoughts ARE yours and an internal voice is feeding them to you.
Bad thoughts are still our thoughts. Even if we hate them and don’t like them, they’re called intrusive thoughts. But they ARE ours and by owning them we take away their power.
Stop being a victim and thinking that the voice isn’t you. It IS. You have to admit it or you’ll just keep delaying your road to stability.
Do you also suffer from OCD? I’ve had extremely vivid and ‘realistic’ intrusive thoughts since childhood. You are not defined by the intrusive thoughts you experience.
I rarely have intrusive thoughts.
Sometimes they are violent, gay, and whatever is opposite of me and my preferences.
I had thought insertion with alien thoughts, I didn’t produce them myself, it was inserted by aliens
The spirit world just like telepathy is something you have come up with to explain your voices. It’s a delusion. The voices are caused by this brain disease called sz and their sole source is your brain
I hope he will leave you Aline in peace and that you will feel better soon.
I have also had others try to put thoughts in my head as if it were “my” thoughts but it is their thoughts not mine but they want it to seem as if it is mine.
I think you are a Muslim?
I was a Muslim for a year and prayed five times a day .
I miss the prayers because now that I do not have a religion I belong to my prayers are not as satisfying.
Muslims also believe in jinn and spiritual things.
You sound like me after my mean voice gets through with me. Says the same basic stuff and gaslights the crap out of me. I just try to keep my calm and let it pass. It’s hard to control my anger in the moment though.
I discovered I have an interest in the mechanics of guns. I did well in physics is where the interest probably started. And there was war, too, so the guys I was in school with probably felt they needed to be aware. This was many years ago (60’s) and I haven’t killed anyone yet, knock on wood. My message to you. @Hadeda, is don’t let the alien make you feel like a bad person. It’s just a knot that needs to unravel.
Why do you have to be so unkind to me? Please respect that I believe in the spirit world and stop telling me I’m delusional. Please? I don’t want to make enemies but your posts sound so blunt.
I am not being unkind, I am being truthful. A voice in your head is not a spirit and anyone that says it is, they’re encouraging a delusion. It’s your brain and a fact. The thing about facts is that they are true whether you believe them or not.
And there is nothing wrong with being blunt. You need a med increase if you are hearing a voice or have intrusive thoughts.
@Hadeda this is a site for people with psychotic illnesses. You made a post about a spirit speaking to you in your thoughts. What exactly did you expect? No one here is going to play along with your delusional ideas. That’s called delusion confirming, which is very bad for schizophrenics. The truth is that Alien is not a spirit. His thoughts originate from you. You have no connection to the spirit world. Your mind is playing tricks on you, making you believe that there is another consciousness in your head. That’s all. I had it too before I was stabilized. Maybe a med adjustment will help you see the truth. Please talk to your pdoc about all this. Get well soon.
