I love all my guy friends, it is just that they have not ever got to know the real me and i have romantic interest in.them and let them.know i do have that kind of interest. I have strong feelings for my two boyfriends i have.now and they have chosen me back, i am open to new bfs if sometime in the future these things work into our lives, it is just that for now i like them as friends its not an official thing kinda like online chatting to get to.know each.other more like dating without anything physical. The physical relationship can be very difficult for me as a sz. Its a lot of pressure.
It is.not like these two are my main things and i play them with dudes on the side. I am not a player, i am a very serious person in a relationship and i have high standards.
I got this hater who is my exhusband best friend he gets so jealous if.i even talk to my exhusband as a friend i can feel his jealous energy. Anywayz screw that psych wise. He is enraged I do not like him, i hate people like that they try to hard and do.not know when to leave something alone.
Well ask for me and my.boyfriends we are.going to start small business from our new home. All done from the house, male custos only.for them. I am the ceo and the sugar momma. I seriously want odom to get a.car.for us so he can give us rides to places and milo needs to be home with me no car for him, i.could see him getting into a wreck that he.dies in. That would suck. I love milo we have a child. Rule one milo be a dad and stay home, how much.money do you really.need? Maybe you should only work when you need something. Think about it that way we do.not put ourselves out there. Talk is cheap.
You know what odom does not need a car what if he gets in a wreck omg! Take a uber car ok! I can not take this stress, walk ride a.bike…NO CARS. Brain fart.
I do.not think I am in love with my first baby daddy anymore. I mean if he loved me why would he let my.enemy read his msg. This.occured to me yesterday and.I feel like this is mentally unforgivable. We need some space me and baby daddy one. I have a bad feeling about him. My baby is cute, i am not attracted to him realistically. I cry over my kid and I love him, maybe I put too much into it because it sounds cold, its just this child only has known me 7mo of his life, i doubt he even remembers me. I can have more kids. It does not seem worth the fight for me mentally. I have to face it, i was not ready to be a.mom, now I am! Truth. Smh.
Any contact i have with bd1 my enemy will be involved and i love milo too much to take all that manipulation. My child will understand when.he gets older. Hes gonna be two soon, this fight can.seriously psychologically go on the rest of my life if i let it.
Bd1 and her they have money and are all talk and pop
We have more specific talents to me. Specialized. Tag teams and world champions are diff, he fights alone.
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We are Buddist, love the Muslim and Hindu peeps, we know you well. Smiles.
I’m surprised no one has answered your posts!
Polygamous sounds as complicated as being gender fluid, which causes me problems.
Sometimes it’s nice to vent in a safe environment…
Gender fluid? What does that mean? Sometimes I just like to talk for hours. I do not care if someone responds, i do not expect anyone to read it but if they do its cool. Its something i do with my sz. I feel like someone is watching out there over me, I like to make my thughts real. This is a safe place to talk tho without mean people. I love it. I want to be more like Odom, like unseen. I think my image intimidates people. I am going to change it. I do.not like to be seen sz.
It’s that you can identify as bi, gay asexual or queer as well as considering yourself male, female or something in-between… Even a animal or inanimate object!
It’s confusing, but it’s not something I normally task about. Part of it is my illness I guess.