I think everything gets smoother as time goes on and people get older…
If I here of a partner doing something with someone else… I’d rather have then genuine smile and acknowledgment of “ohhh, did she?”
rather than… “OHHHH! DID SHE???”
I just realized that relationships are partially about are social ego. No one likes to be cheated on… but what makes it worse is when people are talking about you being cheated on.
This eliminates that ■■■■■■■■.
We all want someone special… it holds us up to feel trusted and part of something. It gives us purpose.
The total nature of love is still contained, appreciation, attraction, longing, missing, loving… accept I don’t have to be powerless in curbing that.
I’ve broken a few hearts too… that’s kind of part of it. You can only go for those who understand.
Honesty and disclosure is essential from the beginning.
I seriously just hate being so alone. At this point in my life that’s how things are.